Friday, August 26, 2005

trapped at work

Oh I can't stand it anymore. I have been in the office in Morrison South since 7 pm. I thought I could handle the 7 pm to 12 am shift. I thought oh i'll be fine because it'll be nice and calm. Well i'm sleepy and tired and I want something to eat. Ugh. I told my boss that I could do the last shift twice a week. I dont think I can handle it. But we shall see how the final schedule turns out.

Ugh.

Why am I so sleepy lately. I think it must be the heat.... and i've started exercising again. I am proud. I've gone running three times this week and weight lifted at the src. Things are getting back to hwere I want them. I can't wait for my mom to take me shopping next weekend. That will be exciting. I will do something early with refund money, but mommy is also taking me out to my fav stores: Marshalls and TJ Maxx. Hey... you gotta learn to be a diva on a budget is what a good friend told me and it is so true.

By this time tomarrow I say that about 90% of my friends will be back. I am excited. If all goes well I will roll through two parties Saturday night. Whoo hoo. Thats how we did in Guadalajara and thats how we are going to do senior year. 06 stand up!!!!

Ok wel i've only got 37 minutes until close. This was a fun way to waste a little time.

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

relax, relate, release

So I would like to apologize to all my fans out there in netland (with the exception of the bitch). I was a little crazy yesterday.

Now that we have that out of the way... my new job is going well. I have worked in the office twice now and I find it to be most enjoyable. Today was so long because freshmen are checking in. They are so confused and lost and their parents aren't much better. So I spent a good portion of the day just answering questions. But its ok. Now that I am a senior its time to give back.

After work I went to Franklin. I met Julien and we went first to McCallisters to see if Justin was working (he wasn't) and then to Woody's to see if Reggie was working (he was). Afterwards I wanted to go to Lucky Stars to see if they had an earrings on sale and he wanted to go to Rugbys. We did both and then took care of my Coldstone craving. Craig was working, but they were really busy so we didn't have a chance to chat.

After I got back I ran into Tracey and Kristen out behind my dorm. We acted a fool and chatted for a good hour. I didn't even realize that the time had flown by. I missed Oprah and EVERYTHING! I was sad about it. Now I am just chillin. I am tired. I need a nap, but I know as soon as I get comfortable Austin or someone will call about dinner. Well.... i'll give them until 7 and then i'm napping. I am suppose to go with Bernard to Cafe Driade tonight. So at least i'll get to see him before he drops off the face of the earth.

Ok time to continue resting my back at least.

Monday, August 22, 2005

dangit is that pissed mist again?!?!?!?!?!

So I was tlaking to Sylvia online today and it turns out that Guadajalara was more like the Real World than I thought. Trifling ass bitches and ho's.


TRIFLING ASS BITCHES AND HOES!!!!

Also I would like my business to stay out of people's mouths. But apparently that is not possible.

Anyways I am so pissed right now. I feel like I need an inhaler and I dont even have fuckin asthma. And you know what... I dont even usually name names. Cause I was like no i'm going to be a lady and not put anyone on blast. But fuck all that shit. You can't be ladylike with bitches. Cause bitches don't understand what being a lady is.

Lorraine "i dont know what your last name is and dont care" if I knew then what I know now, I would have dropped ur braces wearing ass. And thats what i get for trying to be nice and for trying to give you the benefit of the doubt. You drunk ho. Oh don't ever let me get back down to GUadalajara and don't ever let me catch your trifling ass her in America. I will take off these glasses and kick your no ass.

Now that I have gotten that out of my system... see I wanted to do a happy entry about how I was excited about my job and how I was ready to start the new school year. And now I have to address some drama. Ugh.

Yep.... pissed mist is definately rising.

I can't take this.... i'm going to wash my hair.

Wednesday, August 17, 2005

i sees freedom!

It is almost that time of year again. The time when I leave the dreadful stagnation of Wilson behind and head forth to the freedom that is UNC Chapel Hill!

Well its actually not quite that bad, but I am just bored to death. My brother went off to school yesterday. He took the car with him. Not that I am bitter or anything. And so I have to spend all day inside with the dog. The dog is like a child. Its always "Get away from the trash Stockerton... get out of my room Stockerton... come inside before you hurt yourself Stockerton." I am not a mother and I don't plan to be for quite some time.

I am mostly packed. Went ahead and washed clothes today so my mom would stop fussing at me. Now I am just waiting to make sure I can move into Criage North on Sunday. Why has my boss not confirmed this. I really need her to get life together. That would be great. It really would. But see thats why I am emailing my RA to get it all confirmed. I don't even have time for this mess. Why are the pilgrims constantly so slow?

Anyways gotta jet. I am on a library computer and there is a time limit. Cannot wait to get back to highspeed FREE internet!

Friday, August 12, 2005

well i put it off as long as i could

Ok so I should have updated as soon as I got back. Yea well sue me. After deadline after deadline before that school would let me out of Mexico I just wanted to hide from the world. And I thought I would do this beneath the covers of my big queen sized bed. But no.....

My mom is insane. Why oh why does this woman keep waking me up between the hours of 6:30 am and 8:00 am EVERY MORNING!!! And after she promised to leave me alone for the first week. I dont understand. Why doesnt she just go to work and leave me alone? I am quite perplexed.

I am also bored.

Lordy, lordy if I don't get my happy ass back to Chapel Hill soon I may have to kill again. I already read three novels and I have barely been home a week. In fact.... it hasn't been a week. Yes I may have to kill again.

I wonder what my fellow ex-Guadalajarans are doing. Probably visiting family and getting ready for school and sleeping. Thats what I should be doing. Instead I am stuck in my house going insane. At least Loretta is back in Wilson. But she leaves to go back to A&T on Wednesday or maybe even earlier. Yes.... I am going to kill. I should stop saying that before someone takes me seriously... hee hee ha ha.

Anyways, at least I got my perm. Yay for relaxers. Boo for Billie Ray cutting my hair. I thought we had an understanding about how I was trying to grow my hair out. Oh well mister man, see if you see my hair before Christmas. THAT will teach you a lesson! It is I who shall have the last laugh.

Ok going a bit crazy there. Well I need to finish up this stupid essay for med school. Yes Bob I really do. At any rate, guess i'd better hop to it!

Tuesday, August 02, 2005

home stretch now baby

Well I am only two days (not counting today) away from my triumphant return to America. Look out United States because are not ready for the new and improved Jessica.

I am very excited about this. Unfortunately I am not looking forward to my trip home at all. Ugh. I will be on that plane all the live long day long. It sucks. I fly out of Guadalajara at 8:06 and I won´t make it home until 11:00 pm or so that night. Of course if I didnt have two stop overs, one of which is four hours long then maybe it wouldnt take so long. But let us not complain, the point is that I get there.

Excited to be getting my hair done on Saturday, excited to see my mom, excited to get my cellphone back which means I can talk to all of my friends again. Hoorah!

Not excited about the possible drama that may be a hold over from the Real World: Guadalajara. But these are things you just have to deal with. I have to cut somebody off from Jessica; yep, someone else has earned some ¨no Jessica time¨. Hahahahahahaha. I am too amused by this. Oh well.

I have a shitload of work to do. I suppose I could have been doing some of it right now, but oh well. I have a test today in conversation, a paper due for culture tomarrow, a presentation due for conversation tomarrow, a test in grammar tomarrow, and a test in conversation and grammar on thursday. I am so excited. But I can do it. I just have to get into that famous Jessica-UNC-Finals mode that I am so famous for.

Ok ready..... set..... go!!!!!!!!!!!