hey there how ya doin lil mama let me whisper in yo ear....
Hey although this week (and really the past month) has been mad stressful, I think the way today started off was a good sign. My mom called and woke me up and informed me that she put money in my account so i'm no longer a no account bum. Hooray for that. In addition I looked on the yahoo launch website and found out that the music video for "Wait" by the Ying Yang Twins was premiring. Of course I watch it... haha. I need help. I think it changed my life.
Anyways, I have much to do. I went to my final Kaplan MCAT class last night and left quit stressed and upset... in fact i'd say until I made it to Pita Pit only the shakiest of walls was holding me together. But at least I didn't have a full on panic attack on Franklin Street... that would not have been cute. But today I feel better about it.
At least I know what schools i'm applying too and thats always nice. In fact i'm applying to like a good 15... which i feel is good. Statistically I should get secondary applications to at least 10 and then get accepted to at least 6. Its all about those numbers baby!
Well i've been absent for a while and seeing as I must be in class in 31 minutes, theres no time to relate all that has happened. Basically its been studying for the MCAT, writing papers, friends, and my crazy ass roommate. Just as an aside, Arthi (my roomie) should NOT be allowed up past 2 am. Ya'll know that Kevin Lyttle song "Turn me on"?... well Arthi decided that it should be remixed to "Take me home! Take me home!" And then she kept trying to refer to the Dean Dome, but she would say "the Union". I was too done with her. Now you might ask what i was doing up and I would reply that I didn't even come home from studying until close to 2:30 am and didn't hit the bed until past 3:30 am. Its all part of the lifestyle I lead and its delovely.
Anyways... its been nice all week so i've been rocking the cute outfits. But not today... today I just threw something together. I'm tired and I need to wash my hair so I just coulnd't bring myself to give a damn. But its all gravy. This weekend will be busy, but fun although I wish I could say productive. Friday night is OB, then we play our Final Four game (GO TARHEELS) on Saturday, Unity Conference is on Saturday, Lashaun and I have a movied date no Saturday, Sunday I have a practice MCATS, and I also have a Spanish paper due Monday. Joy to the freakin world... only not really.
Oh now I have 27 minutes to get to class. Ok... apparently i'm typing faster than I thought so I guess i'll keep going. SON aka Garrett returned from his hiatus on AZ. He won a hot body contest at a club where he wasn't even old enough to get into. Shady, shady, shady. Oh well... make that money honey! I've been trippin out all week at the GLBTSA table... basically wasting my life away in the sun. Also i've been seeing random people that i never see including Mrs. Tiffany Brown, Derwin, OJ, Matthew, LASHAUN (why are u hiding from me), etc etc etc. BRING EM OUT! BRING EM OUT!!! - thats what the sun says. Yes the sun talks... if you didn't know.
Anyways this is getting to silly and I have only 25 minutes to copy this to my OTHER journal (http://www.livejournal.com/users/bonegurl) and get to class. Kisses and hugs and vanilla flavored kisses!
post spring break
Well another spring break come and the gone. For the second year in a row I didn't go anywhere and I was quite happy with that. Sometimes you just need to run home and hide in your room from the world. This is what Jessica did.
I had to take a practice full length MCATS this past Saturday so I was forced to stay at my aunt's house in Raleigh. The only positive thing that came from that experience was the realization that I hate that woman. She's a horrible bitch. Now that i've come to realize that I feel better and I could probably actually stand her prescence better. Anyway, lets move on.
I got home Saturday night and immediantly called Loretta. A&Ts spring break was the week before mine and she would leave Sunday. So we went to see Hitch. It was cute and Mr. Will Smith was HOT! Yes, thats the kind of man I want. If i have to move to New York to find him so be it... of course we won't be settling down there, but he doesn't have to know that. Moving on. I spent Sunday, Monday, and Tuesday sleeping, eating, and watching tv. Not a bad way to live, but eventually you get bored with that. Wednesday "the Fam" + 1 came to visit me. Bernard went and got Garrett and Reggie and they drove to Wilson. That was fun. I met them at Walmart and took them to eat at Golden Corral. We are so wrong... i'm surprised a sink hole didn't open beneath our table. And that portion of the evening ended with Garrett commenting "Hey... do you think those people would let me take a picture with them?" The people he were referrign too were wearing confederate flags on their shirts. I took them to my house and they played with my dog and we watched America's Next Top Model. Then my mom and Aunt Janice came home. It was funny... my mom and aunt straight interrogate people. But my boys handled it and later my mom said they were nice and my aunt said she thought they were all sweet. So congrats to them for passing that test.
Thursday I read a book and did some MCAT work. The same can be said for Friday. Saturday I lazed around and then went to Greenville to see my cousin Travis. His apartment is hot and his little dog, Hollister, is too cute. That dog is spoiled and bad too! Ha. I also met two of his friends and they seemed cool. Mom kept calling and wanting to know when i was returning home so I had to leave earlier than I would have liked. When I got in the car I called Reggie to check up on him and found out about some dramatic mess. Ugh... people there are 7 weeks left, can we please avoid this. I was mad about what happened, but let me calm it on back down. Something good did happen to another friend of mine though, Julian called me later that night and told me some good news that happened between he and his mom. So I was very happy for him and I could tell he was excited. So yay Julian!! When I got back to my house I washed clothes and packed.
That my friends is that. Now i'm back on the hill and I have to be back in the 'real world'. That means a least two tests and two papers by April 1rst. Oh how I love this school!
distractions, distractions everywhere
Ugh!
I have a really odd mind. Once it grabs hold of an idea it just won't let go. I'm suppose to be studying for my biol 63 test on thursday, but I really can't concentrate. Grrr. Actually... i've only done like 3 classes worth of notes because i keep feeling sorry for myself. And that is like the worst way to feel I think.
Ugh.
I really must be crazy sometimes I think. I just need to make it to spring break... really thats all I can ask. Spring break just snuck up on me this year. I didn't have anything planned. And then like less than a month later I realized i'll be taking those good ole MCATS. Hahaha... gurgle, gurgle. <------ thats my swallowing hard and then fainting. Haha... erhem. Anyways though... I need to drag myself out of the depths of self pity and get back to work now.
Crack that whip, Master Biology! Yessir!
mondays suck
Well Mondays suck.... in general they just do, but mine are the worst and in particular this was a bad one.
Well... first off I got only about 4 hrs of sleep because I had to finish doing homework. And since I want to go to the Drag Show on Wednesday I had to get all of my work for Monday done and start on Tuesdays. Ugh! Then.... I got up at 7.... only to return to bed and get up again at 8. This left me an hr to get ready. So I did that and didn't get breakfast (I wasn't planning to because I only have 35 meals left).
That was annoying, but not so bad because i'm use to Mondays sucking. Ok... so I have biology 63 honors lab at 1 pm. I went and of course we were dissecting, but we were dissecting Squalus (dogfish a type of shark). For some reason cartilage and fluid was flying everywhere and by the time I got home I smelled like formaldehyde. Ugh.
I get back to my room and i'm exhausted because I didn't get any sleep and then my body didn't get any fuel. So thinking I had to go to my MCAT class I packed ALL of my books and my laptop and went off to meet Derwin for dinner. After a pleasant dinner which made me feel alot better about life, I walked from Lenoir ALL THE WAY TO ROSEMARY ST to find that my class no longer meets on Monday and Wednesday nights, but only on Saturdays to take the tests. How wonderous.
So I walked all the way back and went to UL to study. I was getting tired and frustrated, but I did get all my notes typed up for my biology 63 honors exam. Sidenote: that exam was suppose to be Thursday, but I got it moved to Wednesday so I could go to the Dragshow in peace. Ugh... that hasn't really been working out but we'll see.
Anyways I took a break to watch The Inferno in Julian's room with Garrett, Craig, and Chad. That was nice, but then it was back to UL. Unfortunately at about midnite I started to fall asleep. I went to Alpine for assorted snacks, ran into Melissa, Dan, and Thomas though. I chatted for a bit which once again made me feel better about life, then returned to UL. Unfortunately, at 1 am I fell asleep again and was like "fuck you mr. sandman, you win this round."
So I packed my things and went outside to find IT WAS FUCKIN RAINING AND I HAD NO UMBRELLA!! Yes... so I had to wait for the P2P in the rain. That, my friends, is when I went from annoyed to pissed. So now my back hurts from lugging around my books and my hair is wet. Great.... I love life.
And this is a rambling entry cause I can't work up the energy to care.
