growing up.... well darnit i might have done it
So I have been really stressed out/depressed lately. This whole application thing/trying to get my life together after graduation has really been freaking me out. Mostly because I was trying to figure out how to pay for all my medical school secondary applications. If you know me, you know I get stressed out about one situation and I can't see past it. Well I just couldn't see past these secondaries. I was stressed out, sad, my hair was falling out (well actually that could be because I am in desperate need of a touch-up), etc.But I realized that laying around and losing my mind wasn't going to help things. So I decided to make a decision on my own and stop hoping that my mom would just magically come up with the money. So hopefully in a few days we'll know whether it was a good decisions or not. Either way I feel good that I took some control of my life. Cause thats what being an adult is all about.
Otherwise, this was a pretty good week. I had a lot to turn in and a lot to get done, but its getting there. I am still worried about my biology class. I have no idea whats going on there. But I plan to send an email to my teacher and see if we can meet up on Monday or Tuesday for a meeting. I need to figure out how to study for his tests. Should I study the powerpoint slides? Should I study the studies he wanted us to read? Should I concentrate on the readings in the book? See... he's never really said and I can't wait until three days before to be worrying about this. I plan to read over the powerpoints today after the game and see what I can get from that.
Oh yea... the game. It is homecoming isn't it? Well I didn't go to the homecoming concert, but I did get out to the stepshow. It was quite awesome. All the groups really stepped it up this year. Big shoutout to all my friends in the various fraternities and sororities because ya'll better do it. I was sitting with Brandon, Tracey, and Kathryn; of course we were out of line. We were just a bit ridiculous up there in the balcony. But it's ok... we're seniors... we can do whatever we want. Thats just how things work. But still it was an excellent show and makes me look forward to Greek Freak in Spring.
Anyways, today is homecoming and my prescence has been requested at the senior tailgate by multiple people, so I guess I have to go. I am very proud of myself: I got up at 8 am to read spanish. I have to get homework in wherever it fits in because I just can't wait til Sunday to do it all. I have way too many meetings. Speaking of meetings I need to email my partner for my spanish oral exam on Tuesday and see if she wants to get together in real life (or on AIM) to discuss the readings for the exam. I am not playing with this. I will get A's in all my classes if it kills me (and it just might). Anyways though I need to shower myself and get a move on.
posted by Perfection1Day @ 8:53 AM
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