bad thoughts
You know.... sometimes I think that ignorance really is bliss. When I was younger I didn't realize some of the things about my mom/my family that I do now. And TRUST... I was alot happier.
Now I understand our precise socioeconomic level and all the stress my mom is dealing with. And sometimes I feel like a big burden. *sigh* After all it takes alot of money to send a kid to college, ESPECIALLY with all the extra stuff I do. Thats why I just have to get a second job this year coming up. *sigh* All this comes from the Mexico trip. My mom's parent loan got denied so now all the money that we needed has to come from the family. *sigh* And i'm stressed out and my mom is stressed out. I feel very selfish, but I want to go and I feel I need to go.
*sigh*
*sigh*
*sigh*
oh boo.
posted by Perfection1Day @ 6:41 PM
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