post MCAT unnecessariness
Well..... the MCATS are over. That was a mess. That physical science section raped me over and over again. And it enjoyed it. I wanted to cry, but I kept it inside. Verbal was fine, my essays were crazy but I think that went well, biology also was as expected. Oh but I shall definately be taking it again. Joy, joy in my heart.
Actually bitterness and anger and fear in my heart. And that actually leads me into the more amusing/upsetting part of the evening. And so without further adieu......
So... Saturday afternoon I got back and tried to get my life together. Everything was so surreal and I couldn't even concentrate on anything. Anyways I got various calls and IMs and was reminded of the four way bday party for folks that was taking place in Mill Creek. So i'm like... ok i'm down with that and I think "I can get drunk there."
YES I DID GO OUT WITH THE EXPRESS PURPOSE OF GETTIN FUCKED UP!! I TOOK THE FUCKING MCAT BITCHES.... I DESERVED TO DESTROY LIVER/BRAIN CELLS!!!
Anyways so I get my life right and get dressed to go to the party. However, I am STARVING!! Thankfully Brandon and I are on the same wavelength so he calls and says he's hungry as well. So I go to his room and after fighting with his cancer ridden computer we order chinese. While waiting i'm like "I need to drink Brandon." And he pulls out his handle of smirnoff. So i'm drinking and i'm drinking and i'm starting to fill the buzz already. So I stop. Ok... our food comes and Brandon goes to get it.... next thing I know i'm drinking ANOTHER drink while he's gone and it was definately more vodka than orange juice. That would later prove to be a mistake.
Anyways I eat and then Bernard calls my cell and says he's downstairs. So... Brandon helps me down there. On that way for some reason we decide to stop by Angelia's room. Well lo and behold not only is she there to see my increasingly drunken state... but Dimia, Bernard (another one), and Ben are there too. Delovely... so i'm sure we'll be discussing that later. Anyways I get in the car and we're off.
We get there and please believe I am GONE! Oh yes... I fell up the stairs to the porch and on the porch as well. A short time later, I was taken back to the car and my stilettos were exchanged for flipflops I had in my bag. Then I was returned to the party. Well I remember circling around and saying hey to people and then I was on the couch. I remember Craig and Tony forcing me to drink water. Then I black out... next thing I know I'm being taken up the stairs and i'm throwing up in a corner somewhere. They put me on a bed and I black out again and then I wake up and throw up again.
I was glad to be taken care of, but I felt sorta bad. People kept leaving the party to come up and talk to me. I can't even remember everyone who was there. I just know people were in a out like I was on display. But thats what happens when you are mind numbingly drunk. Ugh. Anyways at some point I apparently started convulsing and hyperventilating and crying. I was a mess. My life is still not right as a result of last night.
So I get back downstairs and the party is going strong. Somehow it went from 11:00 pm to 3:30 am the blink of an eye. Like it was ridiculous. Anyways Bernard was upset and he carried Julian and Garrett and Chris back to campus. Then... honestly I don't even know what happened btw that time and him coming back. But I know I took another tour around the room and maybe even out onto the porch. I saw people I knew everywhere and apparently talked to them accordng to reports I got today.
Anyways Bernard took me and a couple other peeps home. Ridiculous... he was so pissed and bitter. But I was in no state to do anything about it. We talked about it today.... i'm a little upset at the conversation, but I was out of line last night so i'm going to let it go. Anyways now I must concentrate on the lab final I have tomarrow.
Got to get my life right.
posted by Perfection1Day @ 11:47 PM
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