Imperfection to perfection: the journey

the craziness just never stops!!

Hey so i'm back! I been gone for a minute and now i'm back with the jump off! Except, i'm not going around giving orders to shoot people like Lil Kim. Oh wait... did I say that.... i'm so wrong. Anyways though. Lots has happened, but only the events of most importance shall make it here.

So.... of course I got up with the fam and we all went to Legends not this weekend, but last weekend. That was, as usual, a mess. A hot mess in the good way. Ok... so Thursday my RA invited me to go to Legends and subsequently outed himself to me. So that was cute for him and cute for me. So we made plans to talk about it Saturday afternoon. So here comes good old Saturday and I get myself all cute (green collared shirt - popped, new jeans I just bought over holiday, and Tims, and I had the hair nicely fixed) and go down to my RAs room. Ok so he proceeds to neurotically get ready and then fix and redo his hair for a good half hour. I was too amused... or what that just the liquer? Maybe.... hmmm. Anyways so then Papi (Bernard) picked me up and we got Garrett and Justin and went to Reggie's apartment. There we proceedd to "pregame" even though I was already nice and good. So lets just say by the time we got to Legends I wasn't feeling the cold at all. I was great. I was juts happy to be there.

So Legends was fun as usual. We met new people! The most important person is Anthony. Anthony is a cheerleader at state and he's in Army ROTC. Anthony is hot! I mean... if looks could set fire he'd be a flame! And he likes Garrett and Garrett likes him. I think they are really cute together. Whats more both the parents and the Uncle (Bernard, Julian, an dI) approve of him. He's really nice too and funny. So thats great! Of course afterwards we went to IHOP! And that was great. At the end of the night I saw them sneak a kiss... and then Garrett covered it up. People asked if he had gotten Anthony's number and he was like 'no' when in reality he had. But he told me and I felt special to be in the know.

Moving on with the week. The week was annoying. I feel like I could have done so much better in all of my classes. I need to get my life together. And things are only going ot get busier because my Kaplan course starts next week. Oh scratch that.. I just checked and it started today. Wow. I need to get my life right. I need to call the center and find out what is going on then. Anyways so nest Thursday came and I attend a bday party for John Hairston. It was OOC.

First off the apartment is cute, but its far away. So I rode there with Charlie Odom, Garrett, Ben (Charlie's boyfriend), and Justin. That was nice. I was sad because Bernard couldn't be there. He was sick. Boo hoo. But he would have had a good time because like me he would have been to amused at the antics of some of these people. In fact, I can't wait til he gets his voice back because TRUST I was his opinion on it all. Yea but my critical eye (even though i got intoxicated later) was all around the room. I saw Shane being Shady... I saw my friend Adam all up on someone... I saw many things. Trevor's stilettos were NOT as high as mine (actually they may have been the same height) and for that i'm so glad. I'm in a competition with him. Yes a guy was wearing stilettos... but if you knew Trevor it would be so natural to you! And about this I am so serious. Trevor amuses me as a person... watching him and his facial expressions is like watching someone on a sitcom.

Anyways lets move on. So I decided I wanted to wear stilettos (pink ones) and they were hot. Everyone complemented them. I was so happy. My self esteem stock rose about 3000%! Moving on... everyone was drunk and happy for hte most part. There were a few people. I would say that drama was going down, but drama was in the air. I'm not one to blow up someone's spot, but I want people to get their lives together. I mean.... if someone doens't want you... move on. NEVER EVER will I let someone steal my sunshine. Oh no... not wen i've paid my $3 for a freakin cup. Oh heck to the hell of no!!

But lets continue to move on. Friday night there was a party by the NPHC and they were all there. So of course I had to show my face. I went to a late lunch/early dinner with Brandon and then we returned to his room where I picked out his outfit. Actually I feel like i picked out about three. Anyways his room was a time bomb ready to go off so I also cleaned out that grimy corner of his and folded stuff in his closet. I'm sure of course that its a pig pen in there again now. Anyways so we pregame in Angelia's room w/Angelia, Nikki, Kristen, Demia, and Joe. So hoorah for that. Nothing like drinking with frinds. Oh wait... also Alecia came, but she doesn't drink. Ok first, lets address how Brandon and I got left by the P2P. Let address how I lost hte $20 I was suppose ot pay for my ticket with and Brandon had to get money out of the atm to buy our tickets. Lets address how every black person at unc and white person who's in the know (basically CNN the Carolina Negro Network) will think Brandon and I are together because our drunk asses were falling over each other in the street. I would like to not get hit by a car. Lets get our lives together. Thats not cute. I hate that though.

Sorry... time for an aside in this already hella long update. Explain to me why it feels like people are always all up in my business here at Carolina? Especially when half the people in CNN (and GSPAN/GNN but this doens't relate) don't have their shit together. It makes me so mad sometimes. Thats why noone can have a relationship because everyone is worried about how they look in front of everyone else.

Ok back to the storyline. OMG... why am I tired of updating right now? I need to get it together. So anyways Brandon and I FINALLY got it together and made it in. It was as usual full of negros. I saw everyone an that was fun. We caught up with Joe, Angelia, and all those folks. I saw all my Greek friends like Tyrell, B. Hodges, Ron, Daniel, Greg, etc etc etc. I also saw Trey and Tracey and Kristen and all sorts of folks up in there. I finally caught a glimpse of Lashaun. He was there in his green blazer doing the dang thing! I've missed the phenomenon that is a Lashaun Price dance exclusive. It was wonderous. So a little later, I left to go to another party at Garrett Hall and Michael Jerch's house (facebook them if it pleases you). I walked down Cameron and all the way to Merritt Mill. I was sober, but still tipsy enough to wear hte cold was bearable. I primarily went to get my coat back that I left there 2 months ago and the Fall Ball afterparty! Thats crazy, but yea. I got there and OMG why was EVERYONE there? I don't know. Ok I saw Julian (oh boy make ya ass vibrate), Adam, Garrett, Anthony, Christina, Garrett Hall, Gray Morgan, Curtis, Forrest (who was cracked out), Zachary, Andy, Clarisse, Bobby Emerson, Michael Jerch, Chris Locklear, John Hairston, Charlie, Ben, Reggie, Alex Ferrando, and Jared Caldwell. There were lots more cause that little apartment was packed! It was a fire hazard up in there. It was likely a gay amistad basically w/a few of us heteros sprinkled in.

Anyways so then I had to walk home. There was some slight drama but its so if I talk about it may get mad again and I want to keep it inside. So i'm goin to do that because no use saying something I can't take back. I'm not gonna speak (or in this case write) more evil into the world. But what I shall do next entry is try and do some more descriptions of my friends. I mean, you can facebook someone but do you really know them? Think about it... take a second.

posted by Perfection1Day @ 10:30 PM